AHAH wow.

Its freaking August in 2010. What. The. Heck. I am like soooo amazed. ahhh. I have no idea how this even happened or where the time went. All i know is that i wish i blogged everyday or my life was a movie. So many amazing things have happened and i cant even describe any of it to anyone because theres no possible way i can remember it accurately. ahh. I was randomly thinking in my bed last night ..well actually i slept on the couch.. but i was thinking how i should really go check on my blog. Its something i like to do but the thought of typing out all this random stuff is kind of a drag. But today after i dropped Alana off at work i came home and awesomely remembered my password on here. Then i started to read. and boy ahahhahah i did not remember typing ANY of my old posts. and some of them are pretty depressing! but i totally remember everything i was talking about and exactly whyyy i wrote it. at first when i started reading it i was like wowww i was so dumb! and weird. and unhappy. but then i remembered everything that was happening and i no longer felt that way. its just crazy how far ive come from there though. everything i prefer now in music. in activities. how ive finally made that stretch to all my friends. i cut cords with people who weren't for me. and ive made the best times with some amazing people.

Its practically the end of summer two thousand ten and boy am i gona miss it. being able to drive and just let go is so amazing. this has been the best summer BY FAR. legit there is no comparison. i love working at camp and life guarding and making money. ive been able to be outside practically everyday. and ive been out almost every night. just doing STUFF. ive had some crazy awesome weekends and i really love it all. i love being able to take pictures...even though i wish id taken about three thousand more. but ahhhhh everythings pretty awesome right now.

ive been so creative this summer. with the end of junior year i just blossomed. junior year was a good year. i felt kinda old. but it was rough school wise. school freakin sucked. but it ended and i became happy again. and i can do whatever my heart desires. ive had creative ideas about fun stuff to do. things to make and photo shoots. and just a better outlook on life in general. music sounds better and food tastes better. conversations are funner. and i guess thats all.

Say Anything is still and will always and forever be my favorite band. But ive opened up sooooooo much a new style of music. im not sure what to call it. Everything at warped tour haha. July 13th was warped tour. it was so siick. i cant describe it. hmm what else have i done this summer theres just sooooo many amazing things. ive gone to six flags. ive gone to the beach. the late nights at walmart. the fun times at hennys. kathleens. hollys. the bowl. night swimming. boys from Pennsylvania. the bamboozle roadshow. getting twisted frostys. and mcdonalds. sleeping in the tent! benny! ahahaaa. HIT ME AGAIN TUBE SOCK! and whad up beardo! and being mysterious. and seeing inception. and craving subway ALL THE TIME. and eating ALL the food in ryans entire house. and going to the beach some more. and playing volleyball in north attelboro. and going on photo shoots. and not getting arrested as kathleens mom would say. and sleeping out. and skate footing. bumping music in the car. going to the pats preseason game. getting lost. finding our way back. going to the big red slide. dropping my phone in the pool. laughing soooo many nights. my favorite yellow coat. practically living in the ET. watching jeremy become Vladamir. ahha loving kathleens alter ego. i know her so well. going to playgrounds. wanting to geocache. yelling PARKOUR! and all those days and nights being happy.

and plus right now listening to my passion pit radio station on pandora is just fucking amazing. all this music makes me so jolly and i just wana dance. the end. for now.