Life On Shuffle

HI =D

Perfect song for moment:

1. She Had the World- Panic at the Disco (with no exclamation point.) i smiled when this song came on. Pretty.Odd. is just such an awesome album. dont deny it. who cares if brenden urie does it for the money and the band broke up. i dont judge.

we shall just keep going with life on shuffle. why not?


2. The Science of Selling Yourself Short- Less Than Jake. im not a terribly huge fan of less than jake, "but i think its fine by me, im my own worst enemy." true that.

UGH.
3. Sex On Fire-Kings of Leon. I hate this song, and i hate the sound of this guys voice. it reminds me of all music from like back in the day, and i live in todays music, non of the cruddy stuff of course but i will just never truly like all dem oldies stuff. Even though this is by the kings of leon, it just reminds me of crap. and PLUS, friggen scotty today was saying how this song reminds him of you know who. and havent we all heard enough about him out of scottys mouth! outrage.

at least this makes up for that:
4. Such Great Heights-The Postal Service. I like a lot of music. even though it wouldnt seem it considering i just bashed kings of leon, i like poppy stuff, alt, more technoy stuff, rap of course, i like most of the dumb songs that everyone likes (lady gaga) and i even like heavier stuff. It all just depends what mood im in. Lately ive been in the blogging mood. But theres nothing wrong with that. thats why they invented these things. Maybe i should google who invented it. was their last name Blog? that would be interesting. Anyways, the postal service is particularly mellow. which is good. lets just leave it at that. ***use you infering abilities here.

(***see bottom for triple star meaning)

5. Whats My Age Again? Blink-182. Everyone should like blink 182. good ole blink 182. they are just so good. and everyone should know it. the first few lines of this song are perfect. and since we are playing the life on shuffle game, it still fits yet again. if you are curious enough to know what those lyrics are, google them you bum.

6. Faust, Midas, And Myself- Switchfoot. I cant say ive specifically remembered this song or actually even heard it before. thats surprising to me though because its switchfoot and usually i know most of the music from bands like that. As its playing i do remember the chorus. this is a good song. i like it. since i dont really know it though im not really sure what the lyrics are. but thats okay, trust me they still work.
p.s. i like the varying tempos in this song. at first i was like woohoo all nice and chill. then i was like BAM. and it excited me.

I excite easily.

im going to stop this game now, but im ending it with Dakota by A Rocket to The Moon. Originally i felt like not many people knew this song because a rocket to the moon is a relatively local artist. but just the other day, a few people and i were talking to this girl coincidentally named dakota, and three of the people broke out in song. it saddened me.

tra la la la la.la la la laaaaaaaaaaaaa

its almost christmas. i am not in the christmas spirit yet. i do not really have christmas presents for people. WhAtS hApPeNnninG.

p.p.s. when youre writing these things, why do the examples for labeling your posts include scooters? i understand vacation and fall.. but scooters? awkward....

i always have one more thing to say....

i would just like to inform everyone how much joy i get from watching the save now button function by itself and watching it update and auto save my drafts. Its entertaining. the simple minded are easily entertained. TOO BAD thats not me. Damn fortune cookie material CRAP.

sometimes i do however stop typing momentarily and wait for it to auto save. just sayin.

OH AND I THOUGHT OF ONE MORE THING.

but then i forgot.

*** triple star is something i used once in this post, i used it to point out the fact you should infer that since i am enjoying the mellow postal service, and i listen to the right type of music depending on my mood, you should infer that im feeling mellow. in case you can not infer that for yourself. =)

Outbursts of Who Knows What.

SO. i analyzed my life today. very briefly. and i realized how fricken weird it is.

you see, i was having a nice conversation with two different people. about the same topic. it was actually more like a retelling of a story that happened in the past, but non the less it was interesting. Via aim and text message, one boys anger and narrow mindedness was easily seen as a way to cope with what he wishes didnt exist. the other boy, equally angry, has obviously spent the time coping with the situation and staring it in the face. im not really sure why this entire thing is relevant to my life, but i enjoy stories and listening to people vent. One boy was more than happy to tell me the entire story, or at least what i assumed was the complete story, while the other just seemed to tell me three things about what had happened and pretended the rest just didnt exist. both boys, equally charming and funny, one of which will probably end up reading this, taught me a lesson. well maybe they didnt, but me being me i was able to create some metaphoric type of meaning to it all.

i kind of just forgot what the answer was though..but i remember when it was my turn to vent, i had this immense story and i didnt even know where to begin. I ended up explaining what i thought was relevant in my life in four or five text messages. It surprised me what i pulled out. i freaking like surprised myself. no one besides myself will ever understand this besides myself. but really i do not care. im going to listen to my ipod. it understands. lets see what it tells me....

1. Ohio is For Lovers- Hawthorne Heights. this is a good song. its the live acoustic version. maybe i should move to ohio. i dont even know anything about ohio. i have a shirt though, that says everything is better in ohio. i got it at ocean state job lot because i thought it was cool, even though it had no meaning to me. "and i cant make it on my own, because my heart is in ohioooo. so cut my writs and black my eyes, so i can fall asleep tonight."

2. Come and Go- 50 Cent. Shit does come and go. and it sucks. "bring em in kick em out"

...more about analyzing my life while this song ends.. i decided i have no friends. well obviously i have friends. but some friends are now just preppy bitches and hang out with people i dont like, or arent fond of. not even for a specific reason, they are just not fun funny or interesting. UGH. i get pissed of a lot. people make me feel like shit. especially my parents. im just not smart enough to do shit. and the more they just tell me im lazy or whatever makes me want to be lazy and just fail. WHattteverrr.

see there i go again. just brushing shit off. bleh.

3. Id Do Anything-Simple Plan. "dreamin a dropping outta school and leave this place and never come back" hah. im gonna do that one day. maybe if i can find some freakin friends. OR i can just go to some dumb person college by my lonesome and meet new people there. then just back pack through europe or something. whatever losers do.

3. man overboard- blink 182. damn i am a man overboard. this song has no relation to the lyrics of Sparks the Rescue- Shipwreck. but they remind me of each other. ive always been one for pirate-ly things. i like pirates and sailing and the thoughts of nautical things. when i went to europe in eight grade, when i actually liked life for three weeks, my best girlie and i bought our sailor necklaces. i like those. i wish i still wore it.

4. Exit to Exit- Ryan Cabrera. Okay why does every friggen song written have to do with relationships. what the heck. well all i have to say about this is that im just traveling from exit to exit. i guess i could make this metaphor work. you see i have no idea what the hell i want to do. i really am floundering. just driving down the highway checkin out if there are any good exits to take. well my friend, there arent. Wan wan wan.

WOW im so depressing. sometimes i just get angry. for like no reason. im so dumb.

5. Tomorrow-Avril Lavinge. None of these songs are even that good. i just have such an eclectic abundance of music that the randomest things pop up. And YEt "tomooorrrowwww, is a different day", they all still fit in my life, in some random twisted way. I see it.

Buttt yeahhhh. so i think im really starting to value my new friends. i like it when people open up to me. it helps me cope with my own retardedness. i have a lot of stuff inside me that i need to open up about. but most of the time when i do it always comes out shitty so i never do.but yeah. when other people open up, or just tell me things, not even important things, it makes it easier for me to respond.

Today my friend told me he was thinking about how we met. and that just made me laugh because i think about people and things so much, its weird to think that anyone ever thinks about me. i giggled.

so float on by modest mouse is probably a fantastic song. bands like modest mouse are kind of awesome. im not really one for ska, but i like bands that have songs saying "are you dead or are you sleepin...cause i sure hope you are deaddd!"

I only bump rap while driving in the car. i can not drive with anything else. driving is kind of helping me though, because now i know all these popular songs from listening to the radio so much. i listen to big boyz. ahah. they bump the best g-tunz. nuff said.

p.s. Say Anything will forever and always be my favorite band. No one will ever top Max Bemis. I think he is on an even better level than i am. no. fair.

Confusion. The Ending of 2009. ish.

Sooooo. Tis such a sincerely interesting life i live. ah. truly.

i obviously havent written on here in an uber long time. but we can obviously infer that for ourselves. im not sure who "we" are because i am not specifically writing this to or for anyone, therefore i dont even know if anyone will ever read this. but despite that, im writing now. cause i feel like it, and im gangster and i do what i want. =P

oh dear. so my life has changed immensely. im not even sure when it began to happen. but at least since before summer. seriously. its kind of ridiculous. i reallyy dont even know where to start. blehh.

i always think to myself how much i like writing stuff. i like writing people poems. and whenever i have shit loads of thoughts i can always put them into poem formation. i always want to write everything down, but once i try i suddenly can not remember everything i wanted to say. its slightly frustrating.

anyways. i guess i could try and start with talking about my ipod. i like lots of music. i listen to pretty much everything. since im such a geek i believe in geeky things, like fortune cookies, and how the first five songs that play on shuffle on my ipod will represent my life that day. so basically, i already played some songs on shuffle, and they totalllllly made sense for my life. but i feel like doing it again, cause its kind of like monday, and the songs that already played were for sunday. soo hereree i gooo.

1. Almost- Bowling For Soup. aahaahaha i totally had an awesome conversation about bowling for soup the other day. not only that but "i almost had you, but i guess that doesnt cut it. almost had you, and i didnt even know it." wtf. "here i go thinkin bout all the things i could have done" damn. and thats all i have to say about that.

2. Float On-Modest Mouse. see i told you! my ipod is my lifes metaphor. "and we'll all float on okayyyyyyy. and we'll all float on anyway." im floating on. so PCE out.

3. Turn Me On- Vitamin C. yeah i totally have vitamin c on my ipod. deal with it. "are you gonna turn me on, or are you gonna turn on me?" my lifeeee...

4. LOVE TODAY- Mika. I once made a music video to this song. when i was young and naive. -sp- thanks to my sister all my relatives, friends, and even my swim coach got to watch me embarrass myself. thanks for that. but see, my life always sucks at the beginning. then something good happens. "everybodys gonna love today, gonna love today"

5. I Get Money-50 Cent. A typical gangster ending. cause im a g. Grillllzzzz

ahhhh. so. i like new friends. i like making new friends alot. everyone has been getting new friends. and some old friends just dont seem to be interesting anymore. thats okay though, because if you have new friends who actually are your friends, then no one says you have to stay attached to the old ones. Im still not entirely sure what im doing with my life, but ive accepted the fact that im kind of a floater. now that i have my license, i just do what i want. its obvs a great sense of freedom and all, but im gonna go straight G on you and say i do what i want.

school this year kind of sucks. but when has it ever not? its whatever though, im trying to make the best of it.

bleeeebooooopbop

theres no school tomorrow...or today i guess. its snowy out. i like snow, and hate it at the same time. ever since i became allergic to the freaking cold i havent been fond of winter. i cant do anything anymore. its saddening. buttttt i still find other ways to entertain myself.

BOWLING FOR SOUP- friends like you. go listen. now.

usually these stupid entries are entertaining. but i needed an update with wtf is happening. hopefully during chrisumm vacation and new years i can add some fun stuff.

wtf am i doing for 2010 anyways!?! damn. i need to figure that shit out.

but anyways. i guess thats all furr now. <3333333333333333 pce out boi scout.

im feeling very weirdish right now. dont ask me why.