Confusion. The Ending of 2009. ish.

Sooooo. Tis such a sincerely interesting life i live. ah. truly.

i obviously havent written on here in an uber long time. but we can obviously infer that for ourselves. im not sure who "we" are because i am not specifically writing this to or for anyone, therefore i dont even know if anyone will ever read this. but despite that, im writing now. cause i feel like it, and im gangster and i do what i want. =P

oh dear. so my life has changed immensely. im not even sure when it began to happen. but at least since before summer. seriously. its kind of ridiculous. i reallyy dont even know where to start. blehh.

i always think to myself how much i like writing stuff. i like writing people poems. and whenever i have shit loads of thoughts i can always put them into poem formation. i always want to write everything down, but once i try i suddenly can not remember everything i wanted to say. its slightly frustrating.

anyways. i guess i could try and start with talking about my ipod. i like lots of music. i listen to pretty much everything. since im such a geek i believe in geeky things, like fortune cookies, and how the first five songs that play on shuffle on my ipod will represent my life that day. so basically, i already played some songs on shuffle, and they totalllllly made sense for my life. but i feel like doing it again, cause its kind of like monday, and the songs that already played were for sunday. soo hereree i gooo.

1. Almost- Bowling For Soup. aahaahaha i totally had an awesome conversation about bowling for soup the other day. not only that but "i almost had you, but i guess that doesnt cut it. almost had you, and i didnt even know it." wtf. "here i go thinkin bout all the things i could have done" damn. and thats all i have to say about that.

2. Float On-Modest Mouse. see i told you! my ipod is my lifes metaphor. "and we'll all float on okayyyyyyy. and we'll all float on anyway." im floating on. so PCE out.

3. Turn Me On- Vitamin C. yeah i totally have vitamin c on my ipod. deal with it. "are you gonna turn me on, or are you gonna turn on me?" my lifeeee...

4. LOVE TODAY- Mika. I once made a music video to this song. when i was young and naive. -sp- thanks to my sister all my relatives, friends, and even my swim coach got to watch me embarrass myself. thanks for that. but see, my life always sucks at the beginning. then something good happens. "everybodys gonna love today, gonna love today"

5. I Get Money-50 Cent. A typical gangster ending. cause im a g. Grillllzzzz

ahhhh. so. i like new friends. i like making new friends alot. everyone has been getting new friends. and some old friends just dont seem to be interesting anymore. thats okay though, because if you have new friends who actually are your friends, then no one says you have to stay attached to the old ones. Im still not entirely sure what im doing with my life, but ive accepted the fact that im kind of a floater. now that i have my license, i just do what i want. its obvs a great sense of freedom and all, but im gonna go straight G on you and say i do what i want.

school this year kind of sucks. but when has it ever not? its whatever though, im trying to make the best of it.

bleeeebooooopbop

theres no school tomorrow...or today i guess. its snowy out. i like snow, and hate it at the same time. ever since i became allergic to the freaking cold i havent been fond of winter. i cant do anything anymore. its saddening. buttttt i still find other ways to entertain myself.

BOWLING FOR SOUP- friends like you. go listen. now.

usually these stupid entries are entertaining. but i needed an update with wtf is happening. hopefully during chrisumm vacation and new years i can add some fun stuff.

wtf am i doing for 2010 anyways!?! damn. i need to figure that shit out.

but anyways. i guess thats all furr now. <3333333333333333 pce out boi scout.

im feeling very weirdish right now. dont ask me why.